i’m going to rant for a second. bear with me…
so. i think i’m at the point in this project that maybe always happens at this time, i can’t remember, where i am very very Frustrated.
i want to photograph something real and i actually have a very specific thing in mind but it’s not working. and i feel very pissed off about it. i don’t care about flowers on the table. i don’t really care about photographing my cat. i do these things to pick up a camera.
posting a 365 is a double edged sword. you post so you’ll keep doing it but it’s a bit disheartening when your most popular photo is a super shitty scan of flowers on the table with a book titled ‘getting past your breakup’. what the fuck. seriously? is that what everyone wants to see?
for the record i’ll just say that that day was probably in my top 10 for embarrassing moments (buying that fucking book…and oh, having some dude have to show me where it was in the bookstore…1 1/2 years After my break up). ya, it was awesome.
don’t you want to see something real? or is that ‘real’?
nobody pays attention anymore. nobody cares. it’s fucking ridiculous.
ok i’m done. sorry. maybe i need to sleep…………….